Being happy

2012 started well for me and all I want is to make it last. So since it's new year I have to kick away some bad habits and stay healthy for sure. I need to learn to love myself more and to feel at least a little better. I feel so insecure at times and I'll start to be paranoid about everything. No it's bad, I need to change. Life is simple now and I like it. Maybe god is fair; when he took away something from you he'll replace with something else, even better. At the same time I'm starting to believe in fate, or maybe not. But it can't be always so coincidental right? I can't ask for more so I'm thankful for you and the people around me. I appreciate it. I would do anything just to make them feel a little better or to cry with them to share their sorrows. Most importantly is to get that smile back and be happy again.

I know I've been lacking of photos so I'll try to remember to bring my camera out and snap lots of photos. Also to get films so that my polaroid won't sit in the drawer to collect dust and spider webs but to be in good use :) Oh and I need to be less careless!! Almost lost my phone the other day outside Zirca but thankfully for that kind lady to return me *phew* Butttttt I lost my ezlink card again for the sixth times? I can't even remember how many times I lost it :( So sad.

That's about it, I'm off!
Love from Janelle <3