Being happy

2012 started well for me and all I want is to make it last. So since it's new year I have to kick away some bad habits and stay healthy for sure. I need to learn to love myself more and to feel at least a little better. I feel so insecure at times and I'll start to be paranoid about everything. No it's bad, I need to change. Life is simple now and I like it. Maybe god is fair; when he took away something from you he'll replace with something else, even better. At the same time I'm starting to believe in fate, or maybe not. But it can't be always so coincidental right? I can't ask for more so I'm thankful for you and the people around me. I appreciate it. I would do anything just to make them feel a little better or to cry with them to share their sorrows. Most importantly is to get that smile back and be happy again.

I know I've been lacking of photos so I'll try to remember to bring my camera out and snap lots of photos. Also to get films so that my polaroid won't sit in the drawer to collect dust and spider webs but to be in good use :) Oh and I need to be less careless!! Almost lost my phone the other day outside Zirca but thankfully for that kind lady to return me *phew* Butttttt I lost of ezlink card again for the sixth times? I can't even remember how many times I lost it :( So sad.

That's about it, I'm off!
Love from Janelle <3

2012 reviews/street style

Smokey Aqua Eyeshadow - for Siren’s eyes that softly beckon

Perfect nude makeup look - to bring out the best natural beauty

White Eye Shadow - a fresh beauty look for spring

A starry night eyes

Long & bouncy

Looped under ponytail 

Side pinned waves 

Street styles:

Credits to: http://www.fashionising.com

By heart or by mind?

 All time favorite peppermint ice-cream with bread :)

 Too cute to resist!!

Recently I'm doing fine and most importantly I'm happy. I was only assured with good days from that day I'd decided to let go. Back then, it was complicated and I've no idea why I landed myself in that state. It was dark and empty, felt like a lost soul. That was a long nightmare. Right now I should be glad that I'm moving forward, to realize I'm learning everyday and things which I should be more concerned with. 

Thank you for lending me a helping hand.

Janelle, XOXO